Cooking Wine?

I must comment on last night... Not to document a specific occurence and hold on to the moments of the evening, but to demonstrate how clearly amazing my friends are. It ended up being an all girls night with Jodi, Judy, Danielle and Kathleen... and we went from Waking Life, to Porn Life, to story time, back to Waking Life, to Alcoholic Life, to Cooking Wine Life.... to on the kitchen floor laughing Life, to on the office floor sharing Life, to couch orgy Life. I realized that when a night is shared with four other NFPs you really appreciate what it means to be "understood".
It's so meaningful to be able to look at other girls who are so much like yourself and see them in stages that you've been in before, or having feelings that you've felt before, or having doubts and questions that you've asked yourself so many times. Our minds are limitless, we ask and wonder to no extent... and sometimes, questioning the meaning of life and how you as an individual play into that meaning can be draining..it can leave you feeling isolated, alone and misunderstood. But the truth of the matter is that we're really not. We as humans are connected in every way. Our bodies are composed of the same molocules, our minds are comprised of the same elements, our souls come from the same place. It's hard to allow ourselvesto be comfortable with this notion when so many people overlook it... but it's real. We are one no matter how hard we try to seperate ourselves ... through religion, appearence, sexuality, personality... all of our differences are mere discrepancies when compared to how alike our make-ups really are.

I have a lot more to say, but I'm too distracted and sleepy to finish my thoughts. I'll add more later... for the sake of myself.

Realize your worth. Regardless of how alike we all are, it takes nothing away from our value.