so i suppose i'm in that state of "liminality" as jodi just introduced me to. (moving forward but holding on type thing.. or the stage of transition)... i want to just state for the record that my parents really are awesome people. and yeah, they have flaws, but we're human. we have flaws. that's OKAY.
anyway, i guess i've been realizing that although it doesn't change the circumstance, this type of itching to start my "new life" right now is shared amoung a large portion of people who are at this point in their lives. or at any state of "liminality" i would assume. because it's like, the time has finally come when we know we're almost done... almost gone... almost finally at a new stage. so we throw the towel in and stop putting up with the things that have been bothering us over the years. (at least i am, anyway). but yeah. i duno.. things are okay. i'm just trying to be less on the attack, because the past week or so i definitely was. (i needed to be, ha)

it's interesting though. what if we didn't have to feel so inclined to "attack"? what if we figured a healthy way to deal with our situations as they came so that they wouldn't build up and produce a ticking time bomb of frusteration? that'd be ideal. haha

work's a lot better. i had just been working wayy too much without any time off to do what i do. i still haven't gotten a chance to sit down and read much. but i will.

i don't really feel like talking about myself anymore.


i wanna hear some good news. leave a comment about the best thing that's happened to you in the recent past. big or small.